1. |
Halfway Out The Door
04:20
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"halfway out the door"
take my flow like candy-coated pills that you line up hourly for terminal illness
spitting up blood into receptacles/they’re the DNA obstacles of health and wellness
hiding in the tiny orchestrated strands of too mutated amino acids
recalling the days when your Midas hands would shine and turn golden glasses
upside down on the midnight counter
those were the days when the pain came in waves
now you need a steadying hand to keep your place
your face is the same but your body’s just a trace
you once discovered life in a flash of sleep
but in a waking moment, you learned that you lost it
i thought i might have found her in gnashing teeth
but the truth of the matter is i was only flossing
the art of how to breathe in between beats is a lot like taking a jump off the deep end
you have to trick yourself into thinking there’s a bottom
when the bottom is really just a product of your dreaming
i need a daily dose of the things i love i most:
soft quick sleep on a dirty old mattress
and everything in threes that i like to call “hat tricks”
and beautiful women with notes for hands
and men where one asks “is that really a man?”
i always chant “the next time i sleep i’ll remember my dreams
and the next time i rap i’ll keep a steady stream
and the next time i’m asked to write about the past
i’ll pull out memories of forests and the sea”
and paint me a scene, serene and obscene
i hope you use colors that have never been seen
say "where'd the time go?"
it's such a damn turncoat
got into my mind and it's writing dirty notes
say "where the time go?
it's such a damn turncoat
left me behind and i'm too heavy to float
come back
come back
come back
takes me back to the days when i was just a young child
my style not developed but one thing on my mind
focus on the rhyme, grooving on the vibe
concentrated on bringing the metaphors alive
like shocking electric pulses in the body of frankenstein
like talking about my wishes in a channel to the divine
time wasn't holding us, time wasn't molding us, in fact it was unfolding us
ten times as wide, a hundred times as wise
if you didn't watch the process you'd find me in disguise:
the mask of a man on a child in his prime,
the body a veteran on a soldier who defected
the blood seeping out a human heart dissected
sitting in science just to learn a lesson
my pressing need for knowledge exceeds my need for power
my present need for presence sits inside this hour
say "where'd the time go?"
it's such a damn turncoat
got into my mind and it's writing dirty notes
say "where the time go?
it's such a damn turncoat
left me behind and i'm too heavy to float
have you been listening? i'm listening for the christening of a brand new existence
and i don't care the distance, just put up no resistance, i'm sitting on subsistence
i know i'll be reborn in the land of plenty, but in the meantime i'm wishing for so many
things, like memory, prediction, and a wide span of wings
that won't just melt, melt away when i fly
no matter how high
the sun is in my sights and i'm leaving off tonight
tell the kids not to cry and tell their mama not to lie to them
it's better if i'm watching them from way up in the sky
and every time the sun sets they'll see me flying by
a speck on the horizon at the turning of the tides
tell them not to look too long for fear of going blind
but tell them to pay attention to the vision in their mind
tell them to keep it close if they want it to survive
say "where'd the time go?"
it's such a damn turncoat
got into my mind and it's writing dirty notes
say "where the time go?
it's such a damn turncoat
left me behind and i'm too heavy to float
come back
come back
come back
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2. |
The Great Divide
03:36
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"the great divide"
don't touch me/i'm terrified of what i might choose to do
come taste me/i'm paralyzed/i can't get my mind to find the moves
he's the one they call matador, the rap cat from idaho
with no formal training, and seldom any help
he'll sneak into your speakers, skilled in stealth
got mad at the dealer for the last hand dealt
and got everybody worried about the state of his health
said "i don't know what to rap about/i'll rap about myself"
with no strict identity, it's probably better
keeps him from having enemies
he found a new thing:
a microphone/turns out it records when you sing
and also never alters the style that you bring
he says "that's why i mainline/DI, no grapevine
never try to hide the shit in back of my knee
or inside my gum, underneath my teeth
because that's the kind of shit that brings me relief
if you hijack my rhymes i will call you a thief
just ask for it next time
i give it out for free"
just ask for it next time/i give it out for free
well
a long line waiting
outside, with palms up
came looking for him when they found him blowing bombs up
he said "it wasn't me"
but they caught him red-handed
backpack, bull-fighting, rhyme-dropping bandit
never hate a woman for something that her man did
except just this one time
but also, probably, that was an anomaly
home-grown beats like grits made of hominy
never would listen to another rappers homilies
but for that matter, records his own harmonies
says "i wish had my own bedroom pharmacy
it's hard for me to just keep being me
when there's all these crazy chemicals
turns out each one is inherently ephemeral"
probably bad for you, distorts your view
huff it up through aerosol
the new brain parasol
keeps out the rain and it looks good too
keeps out the rain and it looks good too
stuck on one side of the great divide and my legs are turning pacific blue
seems my body's been terrorized and i can blame everybody but you
said "i wanna rock you long-faced/i wanna find my place
wanna be the one to save my own grace
wanna kick my mattress to outer space
flush out the waste
meet you in the street i wanna spray you with mace
wanna be a whisky chaser, speedball racer
i want to just taste her but not face her later
i want to be the anakin to your darth vader
something you become because you couldn't outrun it
what's my name?
you were just thinking of it"
matador, the one they can't get a handle on
tried to make a beat but he had to go analog
with no formal training and strictly no help
still rocks the same spot
gotta blood clot
got plenty of time to say he's doing just swell
got plenty of money but he wouldn't call it wealth
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3. |
Ivory And Ink
03:54
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"ivory and ink"
i want to be strong,
i want to sing,
i want to belt high, resonating notes that ring
c’s, d’s, f #’s, and g’s,
notes that rise like the tides,
notes that break like the sea,
notes that swell, burst, stop and repeat,
notes thick enough to see
i want to throw notes that tumble like dice and never land on their feet,
notes that cut and slice,
phrases that flip in the air, turn around and land upside down in another galaxy,
in another city, on another street,
i want to drop notes that don’t fall
right on the beat,
i want to drop notes that don’t fall at all,
i want to write notes graded incomplete,
notes passed in the aisles with whispers under seats,
laced with bubblegum and perfume, young love, young loss, heartbreaking defeat
i want to be strong,
i want to sing,
i want to belt high, resonating notes that ring
i want to be strong,
i want to sing,
i want to belt high, resonating notes that ring
through hallways and chapels, the courtyards of kings,
notes that step and dance, notes that waltz and swing,
notes precariously dangle on the thinnest of strings,
dripping down like fuel on a wick where the first drop clings,
and the last drop burns like no thing
that the ear could imagine,
it has to be heard, the notes are the verbs of the symphony i sing
the melodies of rounds going around and around,
the notes that I found on a lonely side street,
a place you find me
when i’m seeking out notes
that are hiding under canopies of leaves
i rake them up and crush them underneath my feet,
i pick them up gently and i slip them in my sleeves,
notes as thin as icicles and notes as thick as thieves
i want to be strong,
i want to sing,
i want to belt high, resonating notes that ring
i want to be tall,
i want to fly,
i want to belt high, resonating notes that never die
i want to be quick,
i want to sprint, i want to run from notes faster than my feet,
notes faster than the beat,
i want to run to notes light years ahead of me,
notes immeasurably better than me,
notes too loud to hear and notes too small to see,
notes as thin as icicles and notes as thick as thieves.
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4. |
It Was An Event
03:22
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"it was an event"
you said i began this messy state of love affair
and i drink too much and i smoke too fast
this caffeine makes my innocence race
in this indolent space, taking place
of inside voices
listen to the whispering
am i just another blister?
on the calloused hands of the malice-dance
of industrial tunes, the festering wounds
of yesterday's coffee going cold in the sink
with the gray tile cracking
over moldy armchair asteroids
speeding to the brink of disaster
i feel as though my body is gradually slowing
but my mind is moving faster
take my words and take my books
and sideways looks, i'm all shook up
i can't grasp dumb luck
i'm stuck in the kitchen with my cup cracked
and the brown syrup dripping onto my feet
and the droning phone ringing, lost my keys
my neighbor is down on his damn knees
under the fluorescent glow on the floor
moving slowly across the room searching the whole damn scene
taking tally of the cockroaches just to keep them clean
you said i began this messy state of love
and i drink too much and i smoke too fast
take a second, where did the asterisk go?
there was a note with this statement, there was chalk on this pavement
my instincts tell me to look back at my development
but in this situation, it appears to be irrelevant
if invisible figures don't choose to make themselves clear
i'm stuck with a near guess
second-best, to hell with it
second-best to digging through asbestos in a near-suburban masquerade
while perfect sons sit in basement rooms and masturbate
it's close to catastrophe
and sometimes golfing fathers let their middle-aged muscles atrophy
and you can't have too many coctails before noon
and three o'clock vodka's spilled in the living room
and the postman on the porch, children singing out of tune
not looking hard for clarity but maybe just a clue
you said i began this messy state of love
and i drink too much and i smoke too fast
and this city's cleared my innocence
coffee is pouring out my ears
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5. |
Beat Basics
03:44
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"beat basics"
slow down, i'm just a child
and this is bigger than breadth of my mind
slow down, i'm going wild
and my language can't catch up with the times
it was dark outside/the car parked in a landslide
stuck between a boulder and the prospect of getting older
the half-drunk chaffeur said that he could shimmy it
and mata with a lock-pick thought that he could jimmy it
managed to roll down the window just slightly
and got enough air to say please don't fight me
i worked on this beat until i felt in my feet
cleansed by composing in the desert night heat
just an out-of-piano and a metronome on the mantle
and it got so mechanic that i felt like an animal
my skin was leathery and i tried to say i love you
but your face was frowning and your halo was above you
plus the keys were cracked
the notes were no good
the words were whacked and didn't sound like they should
and i would rewrite the song if i only could
but i forgot the music
it was lost in the flood
i never thought i'd be the one that was a bad influence
but your mother said i see the mounting evidence
that when we get together our notes don't fit together
struck a bad chord, a blatant lack of resonance
i can't see the relevance--it must be my development
and from the way you're telling it, the story isn't selling
mata looks like the 5'10 felon
beatcomposer, hand-clapping, won't stop rapping
until the beat is over
tried to write his lyrics about crimson and clover
but he's too incapacitated
mind got lacerated
and it's all mental masturbatory made-up allegory
songs built in stories
and they're all so damn boring
i'll give them to you free
tired of exploring and i'm trying to find the glory
here take this pen,
and here hold this mic
and let me give you all this shit and you can do it for me
hedge my bets against the worst bet on the best
like trying to spend my seventh days in states of rest
always slack off my work because lest we forget
the mind says "no" but the body says "yes"
and i said "i'll learn to fight when i step into the ring
and i'll use my voice for the first time when i sing
check out of this earth not a minute too late
because my mother always taught me never to break a date"
i said "i'll learn to pray when i'm on my deathbed sunday
and if i need to fly i'll pick it up when i'm on the runway"
procrastinate my love, but profess it too soon
bow my head every time you enter the room
slow down, i'm just a child
and this is bigger than the breadth of my mind
slow down, i'm going wild
my language can't catch up with the times
it's too old and it's too slow
so i might as well quit now
but i have to remember
i'm just one face in a faceless pushing crowd
i said "i'll learn to write when the pen is in my hand
and i'll start learning names when i stop the one night stands"
pick up a guitar when i'm sick of making beats
see you at the bar when i'm failed by my feet
i said "i'll learn to cry when i done wiping my eyes
and i'll figure out the song when i'm standing at the mic"
i'll learn to say i'm sorry when i stop fucking up
and i'll stop writing songs when i've lost all my love
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6. |
Stay In The Sound
04:27
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"stay in the sound"
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, we're still
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, with hearts
i saw a picture with your feet in the clouds,
found myself wondering would you ever come down?
i sketched a drawing with my head underground,
where the smell of earth was thick, there was dirt in my mouth
my only advice for you is stay in the sound
it's moving so fast soon there'll be no way out
it's horribly proud, and disgustingly clean,
i like to say it's changing but that's sight unseen
it comes to in us dreams
we're fleeing from everything fleeting
but needing more than just metabolist myths, digesting religion
spitting out the silver spoons we've been given
i'm livid with no reason, but living with no rhyme
our time is slowly turning to stone
but just as quickly fickly changing our homes
the phone rings, but the joy it brings
is nothing next to looping tones of keyboard abodes
i'm floating on noises of parental voices:
"make good choices"
i won't
i don't
say "don't go" i believe in the soul but not the body
say "don't stay" it's just a phase of feeling funny
say "come near, i'm deaf in the ears, and i can't see you for all my fears"
i believe in the mind but not the spirit
"as loud as you speak, well, i won't hear it"
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, we're still
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, with hearts
i'm so glad to have you next to me in the trenches
the ditches are dug, but now we're building fences
i meant to say that today's the day
your faith can't wait because tomorrow might be late
we can never count on 24 hour days to pass
because hourglasses are cracking constantly
monsters in my closet are positively more real
than the scripts from which we read we just need
to fuel the fire that nightly retires
the balance is hanging on wire, my talents
are lost in the details, the sale of souls
is a profitable traffic: catholic, national markets
that bring light to darkness
the starkest brains can still go insane
feeling locked away with no games to play
so we invented some
and not just one:
we have love, learning, life and prosperity
sometimes it's scary
sacrificing karats for increased clarity
say "don't go" i believe in the soul but not the body
say "don't stay" it's just a phase of feeling funny
say "come near, i'm deaf in the ears, and i can't see you for all my fears"
i believe in the mind but not the spirit
"as loud as you speak, well, i won't hear it"
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, we're still
with hearts like men
we're still loving like children
with hearts like men, with hearts
i was laughing so hard i couldn't talk
and you were scolding me
like a mother
i was breathing too fast to speak
said too many words
why say another?
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7. |
Building The Tracks
04:12
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"building the tracks"
/first of all, men have to measure the land
and mark the paths to follow
it takes many men
and a lot of materials
and then come the machines/
/the same faces everyday, but you don't know their names/
it's the same people calling, but you don't hear their voices
the same people falling, but you don't hear the noises
the same people whispering, but you don't see their lips move
it's the same people wondering, "when will it be different?"
well, anytime is too soon
sometimes i feel like a spent
spent ashtray
nothing but gray, in the sky i'm clouded
colors are shrouded in shades of slate
i'm always ten days too early ten ten minutes late,
it's how time feels behind the wheel in altered states,
i'm spaced, placed in front a face i don't recognize
when i come to realize
it's my bathroom mirror, i'm quickly getting nearer
i tried to cross the great divide but i couldn't find the words to say
stale, pale, on top that i was frail
flailing for clarity but grabbing only air
the bare necessities of being there
atoms and atoms and gases and shadows in passing
i'm asking only one thing when i pass:
look deep into the glass
don't miss it, and if you catch a glimmer
it has to be the past, so kiss it
it's the same people calling, but you don't hear their voices
the same people falling, but you don't hear the noises
the same people whispering, but you don't see their lips move
it's the same people wondering, "when will it be different?"
well, anytime is too soon
/first of all, men have to measure the land
and mark the paths to follow/
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8. |
Shotgun Diagnostics
03:28
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"shotgun diagnostics"
i'm cipher-battle rattled on head trip mysteries
misdemeanor meanings and melted opportunities
last week i missed my childhood's funeral:
too high to go, but i heard the shit was beautiful
left hi-c in my veins and play-doh in my cuticles
lunchable lunch date, elementary embarrassing
now with the focus shifted to finding bare skin
i'm constantly clogged, loaded up on claritin
with parents daily prodding, asking what i'm burying
three feet deep, i shallow hid my secrets
and feasted on the beast, beat my body weak
until i hit the first of the staggering defeats
kicked it down with cleats, but they proved to be plastic
took a fast hit, bit down my lip
tried to cut my time and chomped at the bit
and though i'm not an actor now i'm playing sisyphus
he said "just relax, cause there's no pain in this"
but where's my body, i think it ran off on me
she said "give it time, i understand you're pissed"
where's my memory, i considered it family
he said "just relax, don't put up a defense"
but where's my only memory i think it ran off on me
she said "give it time, you can't understand this"
where's my body, i considered it family
and that's one for the tally, a number i can't count
100 billion ways to get a zero sum amount
god told the angels that they shouldn't have come down
because it's hard on their wings to get from town to town
i think i see one singing, sputtering silent hymnals
tell me how to catch him without seeming mighty sinful
i'm gonna rest today because it strikes me uneventful
write down these words, make sure to do it in pencil
what do you do when you can't pinpoint the pain?
it's a pumice stone tearing at your moldy attic brain cells
sitting stock still cause you're stuck on change?
it's a wildfire fighting against atlantic ocean wave swells
and the only questions you can't explain
words that read backwards one way or the other
you look in the mirror it's the same damn refrain
the eyes of your father and the ears of your mother
how many licks will it take across my back to get me to face the facts,
find the needle in the stack, i pray it won't be blackened from lack of attention
i'm aching for my pension, but fearing the ascension
the word is written, but the wall needs washing
i thought i might have been smitten, but hearts were just crossing
traveling notebooks, and catchy chorus hooks
gas station robberies and highway bandit crooks
on i-90 my dreams tried to find me
somehow they must've got caught up behind me
left on the west end, just like my best friends
and i-95 i swear it ate my brain alive
my shins got left and my heart got swept and my arms got tied along the great divide
but my love is like a record/i'm just hearing the flip side
if life is like a stick sometimes you get the shit side
what do you do when you can't pinpoint the pain?
it's a pumice stone tearing at your moldy attic brain cells
sitting stock still cause you're stuck on change?
it's a wildfire fighting against atlantic ocean wave swells
and the only questions you can't explain
words that read backwards one way or the other
you look in the mirror it's the same damn refrain
the eyes of your father and the ears of your mother
it's a pumice stone tearing at your moldy attic brain cells
it's a wildfire fighting against atlantic ocean wave swells
words that read backwards one way or the other
the eyes of your father and the ears of your mother
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9. |
I Make House Calls
03:16
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"i make house calls"
every time I pick up a mic, i'm lookin for some action,
relaxing in the back of a track, i'm like elastic, spastic
i'm askin for a brand new flow from above, i love hip hop
my beats drop like masking tape on a package
sticking in your head finally filling what i'm lacking
removing what was cluttered
just drums and fluttering strings
in the background, muttering things that i see passing
and wings that i see flapping
happening to be my favorite mc
in flight all night, i've been watching
and now he's in my dreams, stopping in slow motion
topping every phrase and every single notion
that i can even utter
i'm utterly amazed at the pace of the race
the place that i reside in the shifting times and tides
opening my eyes to a visual surprise
turned my ears inside out until the drums sound like cries
"who's that, who's that knocking at the door?"
yo, i gotta knock you ain't never heard before
"who's that, who's that calling at my door?"
yo, i'm just the mc that you're looking for
"who's that, who's that knocking at the door?"
yo, i've been knocking since the second world war
"who's that, who's that calling at my door?"
yo, it's gotta be that mc, mc matador
i was born on a sunny thursday
my words play like birds sing
swinging on a swing set, i'll take you to my first day
the worst way to tell it is to tell it
i'll show you what occurred there
i said farewell to all my dead cells
shed my skin and shells, put them up for sale
and now i'm creeping across mountains
i'm moving like a snail but the skills are amounting i
i'm beginngin to find a path
i'm following footsteps and trying to leave a map
the lines don't make sense, but nothing's wrong with that
in my infancy, i couldn't sing symphonies
i'm infinitely seeking out knowledge that will seep in
i'm jumping off the deep end, but isn't that better?
i'm gonna get wetter
they said i might drown, but there's more room to swim
they said i might sink, but there's room to move my limbs
so let me dive in, head first, because i'm ready to begin
"who's that, who's that knocking at the door?"
yo, i gotta knock you ain't never heard before
"who's that, who's that calling at my door?"
yo, i'm just the mc that you're looking for
"who's that, who's that knocking at the door?"
yo, i've been knocking since the second world war
"who's that, who's that calling at my door?"
yo, it's gotta be that mc, mc matador
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11. |
Don't Touch Her Heart
03:37
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"don't touch her heart"
listen close to your pillow and it'll whisper dirty secrets
the meekest of men are still the weakest in dreams
i'm tired of being told that nothing is as it seems
each ritual is a trial, why do we pray
just to sleep soundly for another lousy day?
i thought i had my dues paid two thousand years ago
but fear's a dirty word and it clutters up my flow
i can't be afraid of anything i can't know
there's no room on the road, but still i take a drive
i'm workin nine to five just to keep my dreams alive
but that's eight hours of sweat for four cycles a night
90% nightmares and 10 too close to life
i wake to sleep and i take my waking slow
i follow the beat to figure out where to go
put your mic against mine and you might take a chance
but there's no need to fight
because we just came to dance
and the man on the radio cries
the children hide indoors
and that blood that i despise
is drawn from my veins to yours
the people in the sound underground say "what"
their prying eyes are selling lies
monsters in my mind scream "how time flies"
don't touch her heart: it's damaged merchandise
if i had to call time a name, i'd call her "mrs. robinson"
for all her too early, unwanted advances
six-bullet roulette with no second chances
and side-stepping dances
she's a mantis on the mantle, praying my forgiveness
but i've sold her sins and i know her business:
fantasized romances and crumbled finances
backwards glances and whispered wrong answers
class is dismissed
i can't believe i missed you
i'm so slightly kissed by
the fact that i was this close
i was only joking and hoping you'd call on me
time comes around and i just wanna kill it
i was only messing and wishing you'd test me
because time always plays the villain
it's a fast one, the last one didn't last
but the past always comes to pass
it's a dirty old bastard with memories in its cache
a young hungry stray digging for trash
and the man on the radio cries
the children hide indoors
and that blood that i despise
is drawn from my veins to yours
the people in the sound underground say "what"
their prying eyes are selling lies
monsters in my mind scream "how time flies"
don't touch her heart: it's damaged merchandise
yo, whatever
name a price and i'll pay it
if you didn't write the word, why'd you say it?
my favorite emcees are down on their knees
in front of these beats
without even knowing that they've caught a disease
it's always hard to see our own obsessions
when we're cluttered by possessions and meaningless processions
and empty confessions of love for no art
unless it comes from the heart
it ain't hip hop
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12. |
Turn And Draw
03:59
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"turn and draw"
are you humanity driven, i've given a lot of thought
to the question of whether or not this earth empties your pockets
your flock is just me and every emcee that feeds on the need
to rap the battling beat, the feat is not quite aggressive
at its best its suggestive, but you are not
while you might be impressive
your lessons are tests of the best and the shiniest
brightest folks: most of them are boasting, not poster children
try to get a glimpse of exactly what we've building
does filling in a hole count?
i said i wouldn't cry as you say goodbye
i'm finding out my mouth is bigger than my flow
i'm learning to hold notes while throats gloat of kisses
and fists make fishy missed punches in piss puddles
befuddled and muddled, my face is a fluttering cumulus storm
i was born in a rain cloud hurricane
changed my name, but my face is the same
stepped into the street, i played guns with god
he left me in the lunchroom with my drawers around my feet
i tried to talk it through, but he had to use the rod
stole my lucky mattress when i rolled over in my sleep
/what did i tell y'all about rhyming?
"it's a science; not an art!"
what?/
they told me that no rhymes could hold me
i folded my sheets with the boldest of actions
practiced, calculated it only exacerbated the problem
is not the dirt but the lack of sleep
no overabundance of product, they're just
selling it cheap
i'm beat down with beats now, closed eye visuals
visceral pistols and subconscious missiles
i miss her like a picture to its subject
she objects to idolatry and though that's never bothered me
my sovereignty allows me to love as i will
until i've had my fill
i'm on a steady dose of hate, nothing satiates
my fortune and my fate are the same blank slate
i'm in a dangerous state
in a curious garden, taking an apple from a snake
how many times can i go around?
how many lies can i tell before i'm found out?
how many times can i hang up the phone?
before i realize that it leaves me alone?
the problem with my favorite is i can never savor it
have a different flavor to pay for the last time
you cast rhymes with bad signs and cruel intentions
a brown paper package, my back itches: scratch it
here's a rhyme, now match it
decipher my cipher
the life of the lifer is to fight for death
and in that very last breath
even the best, definitely the rest confess with the hope in their chest
of white light, the proper sight to make right
the right sky to fly a kite
devices of flight can't handle fast winds
but i'm slim as jim, i'll fit
cut to the quick through the thick, the thickest of thick
i'll swim like a fish
thin down my trim now
i'm bent, i'm spent, here's my last month's rent
i might be back in a year, but now i'm living in a tent
try to catch my scent
stepped into the street, i played guns with god
he left me in the lunchroom with my drawers around my feet
i tried to talk it through, but he had to use the rod
stole my lucky mattress when i rolled over in my sleep
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The "Cut Direct"
03:06
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THE “CUT DIRECT”
/For one person to look directly at another and not acknowledge the other’s bow is such a breach of civility that only an unforgivable misdemeanor can warrant the rebuke. Nor without the gravest cause may a lady “cut” a gentleman. But there are no circumstances under which a gentleman may “cut” any woman who, even by courtesy, can be called a lady.
On the other hand, one must not confuse absent-mindedness, or a forgetful memory with an intentional “cut.” Anyone who is preoccupied is apt to pass others without being aware of them, and without the least want of friendly regard. Others who have bad memories forget even those by whom they were much attracted. This does not excuse the bad memory, but it explains the seeming rudeness.
A “cut” is very different. It is a direct stare of blank refusal, and is not only insulting to its victim but embarrassing to every witness. Happily it is practically unknown in polite society./
-- Emily Post. Etiquette (1922). Chapter IV: "Salutations of Courtesy."
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